181. I Began my Life as a Designer on Tiptoes…
I began my life as a designer on tiptoes. I feared everything that could expose me… an excessive shyness… uncertainty.
I approached interviews with an incredible fear… the first few seconds my voice was hoarse, it seemed as though my voice didn’t want to come out… after two minutes, a little better… then after, I wanted the interview to never end!
Often, to break the ice, my first words were “I’M VERY THRILLED… I’M ACCUSTOMED TO TALKING THROUGH MY CLOTHES…” After this beginning, everything flowed more easily.
I’ve changed so much, perhaps too much. Why too much? Because fear means emotion. I have gained great confidence so that today I feel less emotionally involved in the interview process. I preferred myself at the beginning, with the fear of the unknown!
I exaggerate about everything… as my uncertainty was excessive in the past, now my confidence is in excess!
I like to amuse and to show, to be creative and to improvise…
Before an appearance on a TV Show or before an important interview I should prepare the answers to the previously established questions… but that never happens!
I always want to be spontaneous and an eventual small mistake can sometimes look nice!
Un grande abbraccio…
I LOVE YOU