I’m sitting at a blackjack table, wondering how I can be having so much “bad luck”…, the dealer is always getting 20 or 21. I won only once by climbing on mirrors!
I am so stupid. Why do I continue to play? Because it only takes five minutes… fortune can turn again and I can win back everything I’ve lost…
Do you understand why I like the game? Because gambling is like life, we must strongly believe that our time will come. Here is an exercise for my mind….
Clearly I am not here to bring money back home but for the excitement of waiting and seeing what the next card will be and to double my bet if I believe it is the right thing to do!
Clearly? Maybe I was not clear, it’s hard to explain these feelings and these emotions…
Life is a game in which you must feel sure that your time will come, just like the winning card I am waiting for, sooner or later your time will come!
This morning I won at roulette, I don’t play this game often and so when I win it is just pure luck.
Tomorrow I will return to New York, where the fashion week awaits me. I have no show of my own, I just want to breathe in the air of the fashion shows, soak up their atmosphere, to establish a presence, to see and be seen!
And in the evening … parties! In every IN-place in New York – something special is happening…!
I’ll keep you posted!
Un bacio grande.
I LOVE YOU