405. The years running quickly. The happier you are, the more quickly time flies…
The late eighties, early nineties. while I’m trying to tell the adventure of my life I think that the words “peace” and “happiness” are personal and require explanations since they carry no subjective charisma or personality of their own.
Happiness and peace are words that represent states of mind, but do not transmit the emotions you have you in your heart when you simply say them or write them. Unless you can explain yourself very well the strong heat they can give off is yours and yours alone! They are your happiness and your peace of mind.
Often it is not easy to be objective, because you judge everything around you and filter it through the mood you are feeling and trying to convey in that specific moment.
It is difficult to abstract yourself from the present. But I think I can say that in those years a certain distance was created between me and some of my family and friends.
Sometimes it is hard to conceal your happiness. Some seem to see you with a happiness halo about you. They see you as privileged and begin to envy you.
Even someone who loves you is not totally immune from any form of jealousy, and at that point it becomes almost impossible to share your feelings with others.
The years go by all too quickly. The happier you are, the more quickly time passes. You scarcely seem to have time to think.
From 1978 – I believe – to 1994, I had a wonderful time, one of the best periods of my life…
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